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Thu, Sep. 21st, 2006, 01:06 am

Hey Jonah!!
This is for you so let me know when you read it :)

Tue, May. 16th, 2006, 10:45 pm

I hate that I can never just feel something.
I always have to question it to death then justify things and I can never just let go and experience.
It's not normal. I'm not normal. I'm really out of it and I hate being tired emotional Sara! I want to be happy go lucky Sara that most people think I am all the time.
Even more than that, I want to feel things like a normal person.

Mon, May. 1st, 2006, 10:03 pm

(this phone call was before school)
::ring ring::
Me: hello?
Jessie: Guess what today is!
Me: ummm monday?
Jessie: IT'S MAY!

Happy May everyone. In keeping with the tradition of the past 3 years, here is the most amazing song ever written.

tra la it's may
the lusty month of may
that lovely month when everyone goes blissfuly astray
tra la it's here
that shocking time of year
when tons of wicked little thoughts merrily appear

it's may it's may that gorgeous holiday
when every maiden prays that her lad
will be a cad
it's mad it's gay a libelous display
those dreary vows that everyone takes, everyone breaks, everyone makes divine mistakes
the lusty month of may!

Wence this fragrance wafting through the air
What sweet feelings does it sent transmute
Wence this perfume floating everywhere
Don't you know it's that dear forbidden fruit

it's may the lusty month of may
that darling month when everyone throws self control away
It's time to do a wretched thing or 2
and try to make each precious day one you'll always rue
it's may it's may the month of yes you may
the time for every frivilous whim proper or im
it's wild it's gay a blot in every way
the birds and bees with all of their past
everous past gaze at the human race aghast
the lusty month of may!

Sat, Apr. 15th, 2006, 06:21 pm

Today is the 5 year anniversary of the friendship of Jessie and me!!

Happy anniversary darling.

The Fink Planket lives on.

Wed, Apr. 5th, 2006, 06:45 pm

Today I realized that I feel like a lot of things in my life are out of my control right now, and that is a frustrating feeling. I also am semi-bored with myself and decided I need a change. In order to compensate for both, I cut my hair!!
Ya know, some girls stop eating when they want to control their lives, but I opted for the healthy way out. I now have side bangs ~ holla!

Wed, Apr. 5th, 2006, 01:10 pm

1) I am not a stupid person
2) I am adventurous
3) I'm not happy right now
4) I'm tired
5) I like baseball
6) I absolutely hate that there is 1 school deciding my entire future and they won't effing give me a decision for two weeks. I can't give another school a decision because I'm waiting on my number 1 choice. I'm going to get stuck with shitty housing and last choice of roommate wherever I go.
7) I like warm weather
8) Sometimes I miss someone so much it hurts
9) I really like my dad
10) I think I make no sense to anyone else, but I'm okay with that

Thu, Mar. 30th, 2006, 02:44 pm

today was a bad day because i was maliciously and erroniously put on the seatbelt wall of shame. I freaking wear my seatbelt every day!!
curses Beta club.
today was a bad day because Jeffrey informed me that I should swallow because it does no good just holding liquid in my mouth.
today was a good day because it's 73 degrees and sunny so in order to celebrate the wonderful weather i wore a pretty skirt and a lovely top and people told me that i looked cute today. billy and i went to kanawha state forest and did homework.

i would like to be a reporter and have a pencil permanently attached to the back of my ear and always carry around a notebook because then everyone would think that i am an important person all the time. i would be too if i was a reporter. i would report the news. i would do a good job too.

i dont like clingy people. but i like mutually clinginess ~ for example:
bob is clingy to jane. this is bad.
bob and jane are clingy to each other. this is good. unless bob and jane show obnoxious amounts of pda. then it might be worse than bob being clingy to jane.

i almost went running yesterday but ate pizza instead. it was good pizza. i have had 3 full nalgenes of water today because i need to drink water and not caffeine.
i am going to go check the michigan website because 3 boys from my school got in last week. its my turn. i want to get in.

im going to pittsburgh tomorrow and im very excited because i get to see my friends from pittsburgh and i always have a good time with my boyfriend and my other friends who are boys and my friends who are girls and even people that i might not be friends with but i hang out with because they're friends with my other friends.
if i was a dog i would wag my tail.
and i would want people to pet me.
i mean, im not a dog now but i still want people to scratch my back which is like petting me.

story of my life: "YOU'RE SO WEIRD! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!?" (this was said to me .5 seconds ago)
well here's the anser folks: NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME. I AM A UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL AND I LIKE THINGS THE WAY I LIKE THEM AND ITS PERFECTLY NORMAL FOR ME SO DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME OR I MIGHT PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE.

hahahahahaha. im not angry.
[it might seem like that was sarcastic but its really not. im actually feeling pleasant because of previously mentioned reasons]

Wed, Mar. 15th, 2006, 09:12 am

Jesse and I are on urbandictionary.com looking up words.

Here's the definition of a J.A.P:

Jewish American Princess (a stuck up, bratty, or spoiled jewish girl)
Normally of a higher intelligence then most.
Spend their summers at very expensive, jappy sleep-a-way camps where they feel the need to act like sluts and make other jappy friends.
Even though they may not act it, they are all sluts at heart and secretly dream about things guys would do to them. They may seem prude; but they're really not.

Tue, Mar. 14th, 2006, 01:04 pm

Is it possible to live life the wrong way? Like...what if you just aren't doing it right?
How are you supposed to know what to think and how to act? What if you wake up one day and realize you were just doing it all wrong?

Fri, Feb. 24th, 2006, 12:37 pm

I find it ironic that GW is a national school of excellence, one of only 37 schools in the nation to comply with the No Child Left Behind Act, natianally recognized as a blue ribbon school, yet we had a VAMPIRE ATTACK today.
I kid you not. There was a vampire attack at GW. It was effing scary.

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